Real hassle controlled my mind
I shot down my own dreams
to avoid the pressure to succeed
Maybe I love to leave, come and go until I die
Scared of the future, no
I'd rather settle than try

If I fail then will I survive or will I just get by?
Self-doubt blinds me
Visions that I'm fighting
I wanna fight and provoke the unheard
Pointless thoughts stand in my way

Who I am and what I am can't help
but think I will go nowhere
My body keeps tellin me, but I will not believe
I will not ever believe
I'm just saving myself forever now

Don't act like you know what I'm here for
I won't let you be part of me
You got a realistic mind. Ambition-less
you'll never be satisfied