What the hell is wrong with me. I try to see what im not able to see. I try to be what im not supposed to be. I've tried everythin? but nothing works for me. I guess id better stick to my tv. Its the only thing that makes me feel free. I can change the channels whenever that I please. I've got a cable to fulfill my precious needs. Im a failure to this world and im week. I m a geek, a tv freak. The way i find the pleasure that I seek is when I watch tv and when I m a sleep. One program more while this whole worlds gets sour and I get to watch it on a screen im a geek, geek.