I thought of reaching out, we could take this slow
Hesitation turned to habit, never made the call
No branch to break my falli'd have so much to tell you, but I
Drink 'til I can't blink
And I fill my brain with holes
My voice is worse for wear
Because I lost my self-control, I've lost my hope
(I've lost my hope)

Now I don't wanna say I'm scared
'Cause I don't want you to think
That this life I slave away for
Is what brings an end to me

But now I'm walking through my life with a clenched up fist
Holding back the tears and feelings that I never spent
I try to find a purpose or a path to set
But I've only found the void, and so I
Drink 'til I can't blink
And I fill my brain with holes
Because the place that I feel safest
It was never there, never there at all